feeeling sick just pisses me off and makes me impatient and angry… and i hate when you make it hard and know you are doing it, like when i can’t compliment you to make u feel good about yourself, especially when always put yourself down. you wander why i get upset when you say that shit… i’m happy with who you are and i’m trying to make you happy with who you are and its hard when you never let me say anything and shut me down when i try to. i love you you’re beautiful, god damn are you beautiful but come on give me a break and let me try and make you happy even just for awhile ): i asked you out for a reason, i want you, i like you, i love you obviously i’m attracted to you so stop being so down on yourself if i’m as amazing as you say an ugly person wouldn’t have me. i’ll support you on what you want to do but don’t put yourself down it won’t do anything i’ll help you get to where you want and do everything i can to get you there but you have to let me. <3 you’re my forever girl.
July 2011
13 posts
i don’t know why you can’t trust me, but all i do is try my best to give you reasons to trust me, i get introuble for girls looking and saying things to me, you don’t get up me for it but calling them names makes it feel like you think i want them to look and say things to me, like you can’t trust me for what they are doing… why can’t you trust me? and just not trust them…. i’ve done alot to meet your standards but your expectations feel like they jus go higher and higher :/ and one day i’ll be so far below them even tho i’m at my best i’ll lose you. that day will be the end of me. and the beginning of a horrid life.
You’re first on my mind in the morning, last on my mind at night.
i’ve been there for you when you were at your worst and stuck by you even when i was about to pass out from exhaustion.
i’ve done everything i can for you, i can’t be perfect just to make u happy. you have to look at who i am and be happy with me for me and find perfection in what makes me who i am. i can’t change everything for you, i’ve changed alot for you since our first day. so don’t tell me you’re second best because i’m pretty sure that you won’t find a guy who will do what i have for you anywhere in the world without thinking of getting sex as a reward for doing it….. i do everything i can for you because i love you.. and i will always do my best for you because i love you. if thats not enough for you maybe i’m not enough for you… :/ sorry i can’t be who u want me to be.
My FB account won’t workkkk :/ wtf is wrong with fb
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Night:
i’m just the worst thing that could happen to you, i can make you happier then anything in the world, than feel worse then dead in minutes.. don’t get to know me cause its not worth it.
when the worst things happen even the slightest nice thing can make ur day and bring a smile to ur face. if its coming from the right person.
